As We Evolve – Congregational Conversation

On March 26th, 2017 we gathered to listen, dream, and envision the future of this growing, evolving congregation. It was a powerful morning. Here is some of what you said. Thanks to Brandon, our Board Chair, for compiling it all.

Results of the Congregational Visioning Exercise, held on March 26, 2017.

76 people turned in forms, so there was lots of data! The wordclouds show key words people used in their answers: the bigger the font, the more frequently the word was used.  I did my best to combine synonymous words or two-word phrases.  Any comments that didn’t easily fit into a one or two-word answer I included in the “Noteworthy” lists.

Thanks everyone on a job well done!

Question 1: What brought you here? What makes the experience of being here different than the other activities in your life?


  • Down to earth, not unrealistic theory, practical
  • My son works the projector
  • I don’t always feel comfortable talking about these questions (meaning of life) at my workplace
  • Being here allows me to get out of my head and into my heart, I can cry, laugh, dance freely
  • Church has always been a part of my life
  • I feel that all the hippies that believe in free love, no judgment, no war, have come into this church and become professionals
  • I’m trying to figure out why I cried when I came to church
  • Coming here fills me up
  • My first time! Am looking for a spiritual community – am new to the area, my first church service in years.
  • Every week my heart breaks open again, and I feel love of All That Is.
  • I’m trying to be a better disciple of Jesus, Jesus is rarely mentioned though.
  • I need reminding of my true nature
  • Acceptance that it was okay that I couldn’t believe the myths
  • A service honouring a congregation member finding her older brother
  • A desire to move beyond the past, embrace the new
  • Proselytization is not a value for us.
  • The offer to serve
  • To get involved in being in service, both at the church and in the greater community
  • I can come and no one is going to put me on a committee, but I am welcome.
  • Vancouver Courier article
  • I was looking for a church that had moved past a “Sunday school” faith
  • If you had an idea about something you could realize it here, ministry by anyone at any time
  • Disappointed that Taise and Environmental Ministry and workshops aren’t led any more

Is this a place where you would invite your friends? Why or why not?


  • Most said yes
  • My friends are not often amenable because of the idea of church, don’t feel comfortable evangelizing
  • I wouldn’t normally invite friends, but I think they would like today’s event
  • I love that there is no proselytizing or pressure to believe something specific to be welcomed here or experience God.
  • I cannot think most of my friends would come here, they’re non-believers
  • I talk about my experience and see if they would like to come
  • I’m uncomfortable sharing church stuff with others, but “spiritual” is a different matter
  • I think it’s very different from what people imagine church to be
  • We talk about it all the time
  • I’m not sure my friends would appreciate the shouting and whistling and dancing in the aisle
  • I would invite friends, but I don’t have many who would appreciate what a church can offer or that it can be different than what they grew up with, that they can come and be exactly where they are!
  • Many people are anti-Christian, what’s different here is I have a community.
  • I think special topic speakers are a way to invite friends

Question 2: What helps you connect deeply with Spirit and Community? How is Canadian Memorial nurturing your connection to Spirit? What does Canadian Memorial do best to support your spiritual growth?


  • Makes me look at things I thought I knew, moves me out of my comfort zone.
  • We are open to all genders
  • I know I am not alone in my loneliness and longings. CMUC is one of my spiritual homes where I am ok
  • Joyful connections in one-to-one interactions, allows me to experience and express the dark things as well as the beauty
  • Nicean Creed limitations not imposed, a non-creed focused faith
  • Keep going with your current plan
  • Taking risks to open myself to others, so worth it!
  • Lots of opportunities for community work, volunteering, connection circles. Room for all.
  • Feeling that I matter and am known to the congregation
  • I feel the spirit move in me when I am helping others. Serving on different committees and working with other members of the congregation fills my soul with joy and love.
  • Sometimes I find the music too loud, and doesn’t use inclusive language, e.g. could not the word “lord” be changed to “love”
  • Lots of opportunities to interact with people and ideas and activities
  • No one frowns when I SING!
  • An incredibly welcoming community that actively reaches out to people they don’t recognize (and remember me the next week)
  • Not enough spirit here, as there is more focus on outreach (which I also like, but am looking for more balance)
  • I didn’t know about connection circles until today
  • Lord’s prayer should stay the same, no need to phrase it, meaning is the same!
  • I wish Christ were mentioned more often
  • Try some southern gospel, slower and sweet
  • Some guest speakers are good, others not so.
  • I could use more silence or an opportunity for silence
  • Offering of various workshops led by the lay people and connection circles
  • Having my son want to come to this church is a real blessing
  • The number 1 thing here are Beth’s sermons
  • I would like CMUC to offer evening Bible study (x3)
  • There are a lot of incredibly interesting people here at Canadian Memorial! Connecting with them socially outside of CMUC has been a big part of growing my community and learning from them (books recommended, engaging conversations about spirituality, etc)
  • Love the dine-out-CMUC lent theme
  • Quiet time with others, doing things with others
  • CMUC has improved my health, visits to the doctor have decreased
  • I love programming and opportunities to bring our spiritual gifts this is SO key to a joyful community
  • I’d like something meatier theologically speaking – a series like Brian Swimme “Powers of the Universe”
  • Being allowed to lead a discussion or start a group allows for spiritual growth
  • Can provide information on programs online

Question 3: How do you see Canadian Memorial making a God-filled difference in the world? How is this community being called to live in the world today?


  • Feeding people who are emotionally and physically and spiritually hungry
  • We’re being called to stand up and lovingly assert the right for all humans/nature life forms to be treated caringly and with respect
  • To be active with others in our local community to change poverty and loneliness
  • Luring people in with heart-stirring music and words, opening to the possibility of worship and spirituality
  • We are standing up to the indifference in the world. We have many in our community that take positions because of their beliefs, I am proud to be a part of this.
  • In today’s boundary-less world it is essential for a Christian group to take a stance
  • Working/looking outside the usual box of Christianity
  • Wiliam J Barber, Chairman NAACP, leader in ‘Moral Mondays’ movement
  • Softening the rigidity of the ‘old’ church and accommodating the things we know compared to what the average person knew 2000 or even 200 years ago.
  • Make the MPs be accountable, get more involved, let them know what we expect
  • By offering LYSG to help members of the congregation identify their spiritual gifts and how they are called to use them
  • Deepen our connection to the holy then reflect that in the world
  • To encourage others to offer, share their skill and talents
  • It helps people live better lives, and the world needs many such organizations
  • Seeing the world as God sees the world
  • Helping build a supporting community who can hold each other up
  • Interested to see more invitations to serve in ways that will help me learn/transform (in addition to the smaller things like making soup or bringing supplies for First United)
  • Supporting upcoming ministers who express ministry in new ways
  • The church needs more of this ‘adult’ version of Jesus teachings
  • We are called to take part in activities that care for the lonely, the loveless, the victims, the sick, the poor, the prisoners
  • Find our Sprit Given Gifts
  • It’s good to widen the circle, which makes the goals more achievable and less labour intensive
  • Important to find opportunities to come together and have fun: potlucks, dance
  • Provide creative ideas for individuals to reach out without having to join a group
  • Could we be giving more to Mission & Service? (x2)
  • What ‘dark corners’ could we be serving in? Hungry school children? Domestic violence? Drug addiction?
  • Is there a potential for partnership with first nations?
  • To make a difference we need to be filled and in touch with what we each offer. I see that desire in much of the leadership, perhaps there are new ways of doing that?
  • Willing to address the issues Jesus addressed
  • People bring their inspiration out into their families and workplaces
  • CMUC has an important message for those who are turning away from religion. A great place for agnostics
  • We are all an expression of God and an icon of God
  • I feel more and more comfortable to talk about church to the “outside” world
  • I feel like this community would be welcoming of any social justice initiatives that I initiate.
  • Nice balance here for opportunities to develop an internal spirituality and opportunities to reach out and make a difference in our community
  • Maybe we need to get small homes, like mini community with affordable homes for everybody, need to work with the government to make this work.
  • How do we truly engage newcomers more quickly?
  • By supporting the growth and even birth or rebirth of people’s spiritual gifts
  • From everything I’ve heard, the church is doing a wonderful job
  • What gifts to do we have that can be nurtured and shared first with and through this community, then taken as a light out into the world?
  • I love Beth’s commissioning: “Go in Love to Serve the World!”
  • Faith without action is incomplete

Question 4: Is there anything else you would like to share with the Ministry team and Board of Directors for their upcoming visioning session?


  • Need more reminders to people of the circle groups and new, controversial speakers
  • On the side door (SW) of the church, need an inside and outside push switch for people with handicaps
  • I love it when Beth says she is a minister among ministers
  • I hope to hear the results of the visioning sessions (x3)
  • I wish we said the UC’s New Creed more often
  • Is there a soup kitchen or possibly a lunch program?
  • I wish programs were communicated better – How do I join? How do I start something? How are priorities about funding decided? What training is available?
  • Wish there was more quiet in the service (x7) e.g. less rock & roll!; more traditional, less gospel music; I want more ritual; please dissuade people from applause and catcalling
  • Alternative services, eg Jazz Vespers, Celtic Vespers, Taise can be an entry point into church
  • Thankful we’re called to take risks, would be great to see a video highlighting this: work of the people, speakers from other faiths, exercise today
  • Thank you for opening these discussions, doing great work, keep the creativity coming
  • More diversity, we’re almost all white (x2)
  • Deeply reassuring not to have to leave my brains at the door
  • I liked talking to other attendees, thanks!
  • Radical hospitality, Dine Out was great
  • The secret is openness: acceptance, tolerance, inclusion, inspiration
  • Thank you for the focus on what is important today, for welcoming everyone as Jesus did
  • Can we do more to teach meditation outside of Sunday?
  • Children’s Church: my son is 5 now and has a lot of questions about spirituality, faith, and bible stories. I would like to see Sunday school for school-age children involve more than just play but spiritual education. I would be willing to volunteer, love Danica and don’t want her to burn out, I feel parent participation is really important.
  • I’d like to see 2 more windows, for NWT and Nunavut, since these aren’t represented now. Maybe for Canada 150? Also, where are signed pictures of King & Queen, given to church when it opened?
  • Please plan an active response to Kinder Morgan
  • Need to work on engaging newcomers
  • When I came I was ill and worried about passing away, now I’m no longer obsessed about my life or death
  • Time for passing the peace seems to be excessive (x2)
  • Are we ready for Bruce to come back and do a guest sermon? Would be great.
  • The flow seems broken in the “new” service format, less depth, unnatural and stiff, trying to please a particular group?
  • How can we be a God-filled community if we don’t talk about Jesus or God?
  • Website suggestion: have a tab specifically for someone who is searching for a community to join. Include activities for different audiences, where one might meet others who have similar interests
  • Enjoyed today’s service, and the new ideas and guest preachers we have been experiencing
  • Great idea to invite congregational feedback within the context of a worship service (x 4)
  • Is the congregation allowed or supposed to sing the introit?
  • Don’t apologize for being Christian. We have a story, let’s hear it!
  • Could more be done with first nations? Perhaps more outreach to these people, ask elders from local nations to speak?

If you have other comments, you are welcome to contact Brandon Walker, our board chair, at: chair (at)

Spring Cleaning Donations to First United

FIRST UNITED DONATIONS:  Spring Pick Up March 12th and 19th
We will have two major campaigns, spring and autumn 2017, for donations to First United.
pile-of-clothesSPRING:  Spring is fast approaching – daffodils and tulips are pushing up – and with spring comes the promise to declutter the closets and to admit that the perfectly good shirt you bought three years ago –  70% off –  and have worn once was not a good purchase.  Or that several items are too baggy, or too small.  You are invited to donate your “spring is coming”  declutter to First United.  “Cold is coming” will be addressed in the fall.
THRIFT STORE  – nearly new or  new clothing (no rips, stains etc) that will be purchased by the neighbouring community.  Mens’ and women’s casual clothing, including accessories such as hats, belts, jewellery, sleepwear, shoes.  Coffee sized mugs are a popular item.
CLIENT SUPPORT – casual pants and tops, underwear, SOCKS, sport shoes (men sizes 8 – 12; women sizes 5 – 8).
EVERYDAY ITEMS – SOCKS, shampoo, toothbrushes/toothpaste are in high demand.  There are two bins in the storage room whereby these items  can be donated on an ongoing basis. In December we delivered over 140 pairs of socks to the mission.
DONATION DATES – bins will be placed in the Great Hall before and after service on March 12th and 19th to accept the results of your decluttering.  If possible, please separate your donations according to thrift store and client support.
Discussion and questions  — see Peggy and Mary Lou after service or leave a message for them in the main office.

Invite Your Friends

There is so much happening at Canadian Memorial this Advent and Christmas season. And it is a great opportunity to reach out to those in your life you think might find something of value in this community of faith.

Below is a sample email (that our Minister of Community Life, Christine, sent to her family and friends). Copy, edit, and forward it along. We think there is something special happening here, and we want to share the word.


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Hi family & friends,

I promise I’m not going to invite you to church too often…

But Canadian Memorial does a pretty impressive Christmas concert on the morning of Dec 18th – at 9am and again at 11am. With a full orchestra, and huge choir, singing Christmas songs. If you feel like kicking off the season with music, come join us. I’ll be there, probably playing with trains near the front with Aaron.

We also hold a “Blue Christmas” service, for those who find the season a bit of a struggle. It’s a more reflective service, Wednesday, Dec 21st at 7:30pm.

And we have three Christmas Eve services: at 4pm for kids/families, and at 7pm and 9pm for everyone. All with good music. I will probably be at the 4pm with Aaron, and with the whole extended Boyle gang at the 7pm service.

If you feel like wandering into a church in the next month, come visit. The music really is quite good, and the theology is thoughtful and progressive, the people are lovely, and there are always a bunch of kids. (And if you don’t feel like wandering into a church, no problem. No one’s taking attendance.)

Happy Winter! It will be good to see you, whenever it is.

Love, Chris(tine)

Here’s a poster of all that is happening: CMUC-Christmas-2016



Light Up the Season


Light up the Season

Christmas can be a season of deep joy and sorrow. We delight in the people and love that surrounds us. And we ache for those who aren’t here because of distance or loss.

Often we struggle too with a shallow consumerism that doesn’t articulate the gratitude and praise that we yearn to share with those who matter most to us.

This year we invite you to bring light into the season, by donating a light to the Canadian Memorial Christmas Tree.

Gifts in honour of someone will receive a card to mail to that person, letting them know you have made a donation. All gifts in honour or memory will include an option to be publicly recognized.

Pick up a donation card in the main office, or donate online here.

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Join us to light up the tree, sing carols, eat treats and be in good company:

Sunday, Dec 4th, 5pm
New Location: Outside the Centre for Peace.


Right click on the poster below to download and share with friends. Or pick up a donation card in the CMUC office!


VIDEO: Remembrance with Rita Nakashima Brock

On Sunday, Nov 6th we were honoured to host renowned theologian and educator Rev. Dr. Rita Nakashima Brock as guest preacher for our Remembrance Service. Below is a video of her sermon, followed by the text itself.

Because after all the acrid clouds of smoke and cordite, / After all the killing and rivers of blood, / After all the wasted fields and forests, / After all the craters and burnt cities, / After all the din and destruction, …

All there is is sorrow / All there is is courage / All there is is compassion / All there is is wisdom / All there is is persistence / All there is is hope. / The sun and sky endure, / the sand and restless seas remain, / the tiny, persistent grasses and poppy fields return, / and all the new children are born.

And all there is is this precious treasure, this simple divine presence, this abiding love we share.

Rebuilding a Devastated House[1]

By Rita Nakashima Brock, Director of the Soul Repair Center at Brite Divinity School
Canadian Memorial United Church and Centre for Peace
Vancouver Canada
On the ninety-eighth year after Armistice Day, in the eleventh month, the sixth day
Text: Haggai 1:15b-2:9 NRSV

Haggai 1:15- 2:9

2In the second year of King Darius, in the seventh month, on the twenty-first day of the month, the word of the Lord came by the prophet Haggai, saying: 2Speak now to Zerubbabel son of Shealtiel, governor of Judah, and to Joshua son of Jehozadak, the high priest, and to the remnant of the people, and say, 3Who is left among you that saw this house in its former glory? How does it look to you now? Is it not in your sight as nothing? 4Yet now take courage, O Zerubbabel, says theLord; take courage, O Joshua, son of Jehozadak, the high priest; take courage, all you people of the land, says the Lord; work, for I am with you, says the Lord of hosts, 5according to the promise that I made you when you came out of Egypt. My spirit abides among you; do not fear.6For thus says the Lord of hosts: Once again, in a little while, I will shake the heavens and the earth and the sea and the dry land; 7and I will shake all the nations, so that the treasure of all nations shall come, and I will fill this house with splendor, says the Lord of hosts. 8The silver is mine, and the gold is mine, says the Lord of hosts. 9The latter splendor of this house shall be greater than the former, says the Lord of hosts; and in this place I will give prosperity, says the Lord of hosts.


Let’s be honest, how many of you have read anything in the prophet Haggai recently?

I confess, I probably haven’t paid any attention to it since I was assigned it in a college class forty-seven years ago. But it was in the lectionary for this week, and the passage caught my eye.


It caught my eye for two reasons. First reason is that the time period of the text is quite precise:

“the second year of King Darius, in the seventh month, on the twenty-first day of the month,”

nearly as precise as “the eleventh hour of the eleventh day of the eleventh month of 1918,” or Armistice Day of WW I. You Canadians will mark it on it Friday as Remembrance Day and we in the US will mark as Veterans Day


The second year of the reign of Darius would have been around the year 520 BCE, and in that year, the very elderly remnant of the wars between Judah and Babylon had already returned to the devastated villages and cities of Judah, along with some of the children, grandchildren and great grandchildren of the exiles. The people in Judah who had not left were not necessarily welcoming or happy to see these strangers arrive, reminders of the traumatic past.


The land, too, was different: both scarred from war and indifferent to war. The desolated fields of ruined soil were dotted with the hovels of survivors. But the flesh of the dead had long ago become grass, and the blackened remains and stony rubble of the cities were overgrown with shrubs and trees. Life had returned in its own way without them.



For several days near the end of April in 2014, I visited the Beaches of Normandy, Utah, Omaha, Gold, Sword, and Juno. My father fought there in the U.S. Army 1st Infantry. When he fought, my mother’s family, which lived two hours from Nagasaki, were the enemy.


In Normandy, remnants of the war litter the fifty miles of beaches, and the viewing slits of gun bunkers still open seaward toward the ill-fated landing boats of D-day. The ground beneath my feet rumbled restlessly with the ghosts of those who crossed those wet sands seven decades ago, and I thought about the price paid by the victorious survivors who carried home memories so terrible, many like my father never spoke them aloud.


The week I walked those beaches, a 59-year-old Belgian reserve soldier I met near Bayeux told me of the mass grave of 86 German soldiers just discovered in Belgium. As he noted, the war lives on in the soil of Europe, long beyond the time of winners and losers and the generations who fought. The forensic work to find the families and send those 86 lost boys home is going to take years.


For those who survive, the journey home can also take years. Their bodies may be here, but their minds and hearts often wander the battle fields. Many are so devastated that they return as the walking dead, haunted by the horrors they cannot integrate into their former life at home.


Every society manages our relationships to mortality and the overwhelming power of grief with assiduous care, we sanitize or sequester death and corpses with elaborate rituals and fierce taboos. But war explodes these careful boundaries, and it wounds not only the bodies but also the humanity of those we send to fight.


The invisible wounds I speak of are not terror and the nightmares of fear, which are bad enough. Fear is, of course, inevitable in war, and overwhelming fear can leave behind post-traumatic stress. But something deeper, something even more devastating than fear is also an invisible wound of war: that wound is called moral injury, the violation of conscience.


Moral injury comes in the aftermath of surviving; it’s the long slow burn of remembering and not wanting to remember. Desperate to forget and trained to endure inner conflict with stoic resolve, the survivors of war often immerse themselves in intense work, drinking, and other avoidances to manage the guilt and grief that haunt their sleep. Still, the specters of hungry prisoners return in eruptions of grief in the middle of a morning shower. The acrid traces of burned and blackened cities smolder under the mounds of paperwork on a desk. And the empty eyes of staring unsaved children float above alcoholic stupors.


War can so change people that they no longer recognize who they once were and what it was like to feel “at home.” Though they may look forward to being home and be grateful to return, ordinary life can also seem shallow, gray and empty after the drama, purposefulness, and camaraderie of war. Being immersed in carnage, they return numb, desolate, disillusioned, or ashamed. But even as they long for the battlefields, their sense of meaning and faith may have been wrecked by what they failed to do or did too much, by what they witnessed or tried not to see.


Hidden guilt, shame, betrayal, grief, remorse, or self-loathing are signs of a wrecked moral house. Our moral house is the one we grew up with, the one others made to shelter us so that we might grow up good and safe and loved. As we move into a wider world, sometimes we face the storms of new moral challenges and have to learn from our failures and mistakes. Our house may need some repair, remodeling, or a new room here and there, but its foundations and basic structure remain our shelter throughout our lives, even if it might get considerable remodeling and look completely different after decades of life experiences.


But what if a catastrophic event, like a hurricane or war, completely wrecks our house? What is our shelter from the terrible winds that will blow?


This brings me to the second thing in this text from Haggai that caught my eye. His strange words of comfort:

Who is left among you that saw this house in its former glory? How does it look to you now? Is it not in your sight as nothing?

Haggai is speaking to the few survivors of the destruction of Jerusalem 66 years after their city and temple were leveled, telling them to remember that temple as nothing. They lived almost their whole lives as captives without their country. Then they were finally able to return from the Babylonian Exile to rebuild that Temple.


What might it have felt like for the exiles to return to the home that they had fought for and, after so long, had become just a ghostly nostalgic memory of lost glory?


Michael Yandell was an ordinance disposal specialist for the U.S. Army and served six months in Iraq. He has spoken at a number of Soul Repair conferences about his moral injury. At one of those conferences in October 2014, he said:

For me, moral injury names the disillusionment, the erosion of my perception of my place in the world. It is the removal of [my] spiritual and emotional foundations … It is having been a part of something like war, which is so much bigger than me, but feeling personally responsible for the consequences of it – long after I have distanced myself from war. It is a feeling of intense betrayal: the betrayer and the betrayed are the same person – my very self.

What began to erode for me in Iraq in 2004, and what I continue to be disillusioned with over time, is my younger self’s perception of “good” and “evil.” This disillusionment is not altogether a bad thing, but it is the best way I can describe “moral injury:” it is a painful transition from a world and way of being in the world which makes moral sense, to a world that does not….

I know plenty of people who feel terrible about our involvement in these long wars. However, the veteran, or at least I, cannot quite clearly distinguish the war as something “out there” or in the past – it is like something I own personally. Sometimes I feel that it is not only by my own actions, but by the war as a whole with which I am condemned. And I do not mean I am condemned in some cosmic sense – I mean that I condemn myself.

It is the paradox of having the war as such a formative experience in my adult life and my refusal to acknowledge that the war can be a part of my self that morally injures me. Of course the war is a part of me. I cannot avoid it. I cannot escape my experience. And yet who I am rejects what war is – and what I was in the war. This creates the most surreal experience of being uncomfortable in my own skin.[2]


What happens to people in war is not just that they violate values they grew up with. It is that military training and war distort the moral will. In war, killing is valorized, aggression and invulnerability are good character traits, and service to others includes obedience to authority without regard for self preservation. As Michael Yandell notes, once the war is an experience, it cannot simply be excised. It is forever a part of the veteran’s identity and memory:

It is important that I reemphasize what exactly it is about war that I categorically reject. It is this unleashing of “good” and “evil” as fundamental ways of understanding human beings. It is the notion that we can place ourselves on a moral high ground, and having done so, completely disregard any moral obligation to avoid violence and death dealing. It is the laying flat of all the ways of valuing life that we hold dear with the expectation that we will be able to rebuild those values later.

The fact is, it is nearly impossible to rebuild and reclaim all that is lost in war. …there are as many meanings for the name veteran and the experience of moral injury as there are veterans who experience it. I cannot speak or write for those who are silent; no one can. However, I can I encourage you—every once in a while—to let the news networks lie dormant. Take a moment to separate yourself from all the meanings that are thrust onto us from so many sources. Let your mind wander; let your eyes and ears drift back over the past … years or so and over all that has transpired.   What was there before, and what remains?


What remains for Haggai and his people? He offers this reminder of an ancient divine promise:

[T]ake courage, all you people of the land, says the Lord; work, for I am with you, says the Lord of hosts, 5according to the promise that I made you when you came out of Egypt. My spirit abides among you; do not fear.


In some ways, this might seem like such a small promise. It speaks of an abiding inner reality that can get you through the worst things that might happen, but it offers no protection from those tragedies. How would such a promise sound to people who might have felt abandoned by God? What of people who prayed for deliverance, only to witness so many they loved die in battle or in captivity? They might have lived with trauma inside them so long, that there was no room for spirit. Could they even feel that inner sense of being loved?


Perhaps even Haggai knows more is needed. He piles on the comfort. He offers extravagant hope next:

For thus says the Lord of hosts: Once again, in a little while, I will shake the heavens and the earth and the sea and the dry land; 7and I will shake all the nations, so that the treasure of all nations shall come, and I will fill this house with splendor, says the Lord of hosts. 8The silver is mine, and the gold is mine, says the Lord of hosts.


We know how true this hope is. The temple does get rebuilt to an even greater glory than the old one, though the living exiles did not live to see it. But we also know how ultimately hollow this promise is.


We live in the aftermath of the destruction of that second, even more glorious temple in 70 CE. In that year the Roman general Titus marched into Judah, leveled its towns, and destroyed the temple and city of Jerusalem. On these ruins the Romans built a pagan city and forbid all Jews to enter on penalty of death. Within a hundred years, the Roman governor there had never heard the name Jerusalem. Two thousand years of conflict and war mark that tiny area of land that was once called Canaan, and then Israel, then Judah, and then Palestine and many other names, until, full circle, we are back to Palestine and Israel.


We know how impotent the temples of empire, wealth, and privilege are against the moral catastrophes of war. The collapse of the Ottoman empire, and a whole series of empires in WW I, and the holocaust and then the utter devastations of WW II wrecked the moral houses of the West, and now we live with new insurgencies, drone warfare, and globally connected terrorism that erupts unexpectedly like a spreading termite infection in our new moral house.


Imperial wealth and riches are cold comfort for moral injury. Something more is needed. The comforts and promises that Haggai describes are addressed to all the people, many of whom will never share in any of the promises. So why must they also rebuild a moral house?


War is not possible without civilian demonization of the enemy. Otherwise, who would send their sons and daughters to fight? We must consider what it means to be raised in families and communities and to believe that because we are beloved of God, our good intensions make it possible to inflict violence and destruction on other human beings we define as evil. Once made evil, it is no easy matter to erase hatred and enmity for our adversaries.


As those who serve in the military know from experience, the society and relationships we live in are major factors in shaping our values and behavior. When these become dysfunctional, they cannot be changed by sheer acts of personal will. It takes a whole community, intense ritual training, and a long time to change.


Moral injury is not a personal disorder of a few veterans; it is the normal response of moral people to experiences of violence that cannot be integrated or understood, that shatter moral foundations, and that require long processing and reflection to understand and integrate so that hope for the future can be restored and life to flourish. This processing is not something anyone can do alone, but with honest friends and a better society that we make together, it is possible.


And that brings me to Haggai’s final words of comfort, which in English, sound appalling.

The latter splendor of this house shall be greater than the former, says the Lord of hosts; and in this place I will give prosperity…

Is prosperity really the antidote to war? Returning to a good life after you fill your larder with gold and silver? I think not.


The United States, with the prosperity it has accumulated since WW II, has sent our military into conflicts every year, save one during the Carter presidency. The places we’ve gone to war span the globe: Korea, Vietnam, the Cold War, Bosnia, Desert Storm, and now the so-called War on Terror.


But maybe we can give Haggai the benefit of the doubt. The Hebrew word translated as prosperity is shalom. What were the translators thinking? Can we please translate it as peace.


But if it speaks of peace, perhaps Haggai’s pronouncements about the Temple mean something deeper:

I will shake the heavens and the earth and the sea and the dry land; 7and I will shake all the nations, so that the treasure of all nations shall come, and I will fill this house with splendor, says the Lord of hosts. 8The silver is mine, and the gold is mine, says the Lord of hosts.

Maybe the shaken nations whose treasure is gathered as splendor is something beyond wealth. Perhaps the silver and gold of God are not wealth but something infinitely more rare and precious: divine peace. The house of shalom is the dwelling place that no catastrophe can destroy because it is the people’s house where the splendor of peace is found.


But the moral house of peace must be built on a foundation of Remembrance. Remembrance not only of the victories, or the casualties and the tragedies of wars past and present. We must attend also to the cost of war on its survivors, the price paid by veterans who cannot come home and take their own lives, or drink to oblivion, or work too hard and die too young, or spend their entire lives feeling unloveable and unloved because of what they carried home from war.


The moral injury of veterans belongs to all of us. Attending adequately to their recovery is a responsible way to welcome veterans home, with respect. If we help carry the memories, we will be better people for the struggle and better able to understand what peace requires of us.


Because after all the acrid clouds of smoke and cordite,

After all the killing and rivers of blood,

After all the wasted fields and forests,

After all the craters and burnt cities,

After all the din and destruction, …

All there is is sorrow

All there is is courage

All there is is compassion

All there is is wisdom

All there is is persistence

All there is is hope

The sun and sky endure,

the sand and restless seas remain,

the tiny, persistent grasses and poppy fields return,

and all the new children are born.

And all there is is this precious treasure, this simple divine presence, this abiding love we share.

May it be so—soon.

[1]I first heard this metaphor of a moral house used by Dr. Zachary Moon, a US Navy reserve chaplain and professor of pastoral theology at Chicago Theological Seminary, in January 2014 at a Soul Repair conference on moral injury held in San Diego, CA.

[2]A video of his testimony can be viewed at